Wondering. Hmm... Wondering Again. And Dreaming.

i miss this blog. it has been quite a long time since my last post. and usually i will blog when i am sad. hmmm.. don't really like that. if i turn to it when i am down, i should also turn to it when i feel happy.

maybe i have something else on my mind that makes my writing actually means a bit of sumthing else when writing it. hee... i sound confusing. aiyo.. hmm..

maybe there's sumthing i want to talk about, but i don't want to talk about it out loud. see how fussy i am? hee..

i miss some of my friends. i miss them. a lot.

but i am also super duper happy to be surrounded with my family during this hols!! yay!! i remember to be grateful =D yay! i dun wanna be a never ending complaining nana. nope. dun wanna be. so shall not be. hee...

although i know what's most important in this world, i still don't learn my lesson. i am still blind. once i think i am 1 step forward, i will kinda do things that brings my 1 step back again.

and i do it over and over again till i'm fed up with myself.sometimes.

but yes. hope is there. always there. i need more determination from myself. and guidance. yes, guidance....

but it really depends on me. no matter how much guidance i get, but i should be the one who is determined enough to improve myself.

yes.

yup.

yes.

InsyaAllah..