Shouldn't have given empty promises to my dear bloggie that I wouldn't abandon it.
Cos being the human i am, and the human we all are, we are forgetful. We are.
Especially me =p hehe..
there's so many things i wanna do right now.
i wanna play dress up , wanna do something new, and explore my creativity? =p hee..
i kinda explore my creativity ( i have? =p) with mix n match my clothes, cooking, and music.
blogs inspire me. sometimes in a good way, sometimes good (but can be quite in a wrong) way =p haha..
i think ppl should have known by now i like colourful stuff. and the day i wear all black would be the day that i wanna isolate myself, avoid myself from being seen by others and maybe just feeling of insecurities.
see? i express myself. even when i absolutely silent myself =p haha..
actually i dont really know what to talk about.there's nuthin really specific i want to talk about. too many little things i wanna say. and i think most of the time i just have a hard time battling with my own emotions. haha..
i should study smart and hard! looking at the rate im studying rite now, i think even the lizards on the ceiling are scared for me.
dear cicak cicak di ceiling, daku meminta maaf menyebabkan kamu mendapat heart attack dengan kemalasan diriku.
hehe...
but what i really really really wanna do now is cry.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............................................
no, its not ok.
im not saying its ok by smiling to the world.its not ok that u can just forget about it. it's not. and when it's not ok, don't make wrong things sound true.
when it is wrong, it's wrong.
when it's done, it's done.
but even when it's done, it doesn't mean u should completely forget about it.
im just trying (reaaaaaalllly hard) to be wise.
that's why i'm keeping it aside.
aside.
not behind.
not behind so that i can forget about it.
but in the process of doing so,
u should learn as well,
not me,
not me alone.
ok? ok. now i can keep quiet.
i dont know what im talking about specifically.
but i kinda know, a bit,
ok, goodnite world.
my emotions are having so much fun by being emo.
dun wanna be.
