dress upp again! =D

I'm all up to play dress up again! =D wohoo.. hmm.. hols are great, but with the presence of some people that u have soo much fun with, will be even more FUN! hehe.. my twin sis coming back on friday morning. =) lurve jaja! my nazmi coming back in august, but my hols will end by then =( hehe.. i have made a promis eto myself to stop shopping for the holiday! if i can achieve that, i am sooooo proud of myself =D i need to start saving money...aiyo.. =) to all the people out there, smile!!! eventho im a bit grumpy these past few days.hehe.. but shhmmmiillleee!! =D

i try to deny it, over and over and over again

no, its normal for me to feel this way. dont tell me i think too much whatsoever. i deserve to feel what i feel.

Lurve =)

I lurve my boyfriend =D
hehehe.. what's with this post, eh? just wanna have a few posts that says i lurrrvvvee him =D hehe... Thank you for all the times you were listening to my ramblings, my sleepy moments where nuthin i say makes any sense =p, for listening to my problems ( i always report to u for every single thing that makes me feel sad=p) aiyo.., haha.. and for always putting up a smile on my face =) , play a lullaby for me =D, and help me a lot in my PCL =D, and always always ask me to study =D, and for reminding me to do some of the right things in life, for tolerating with all my flaws,and thank you for just being there for me =) i lap uuuu!!!! =D

cant wait for u to be back in august =)

from,
ur beloved chipmunk-ish batman-ish teletubby =D

nak nangesssss ;(

just to be more dramatic, i feel like cryingggg ;( waaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................

What's happening to meeeeee??? ;(

i feel so eeewww.... I need to be more responsible and study properly. I need to plan my time wisely. I have been hiding A LOT! waaa.... I need to overcome my shopping addiction. And when my schedule is tight, u noe wat i do? I do NOTHING. yup, nothing! i should be working harder, instead i do nothing. I have no idea why this week has been so stressful! there's just like so many things to do, but instead of working hardddd.... im just running away from the things i should be doing. waaaa.... whats happening to me.??? holidays, pls come fast. cos im going insaneee.... i need a BREAK from all these. i need to reset my priorities and get myself focused, AGAIN. As i am aware i have lost focus. What am i doing with this little brain of mine??? waaa... i dont knowww... it's CONFUSING!

=( i feel like a little kitten lost out of nowhere. and the world is moving so fast. And i am stuck there, at that corner. ;( waaaa...... sometimes i just wish i can suddenly faint and get through that day.

=)

•When you are tired and discouragedfrom fruitless efforts... ALLAH knowshow hard you have tried..
• When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... ALLAH has countedyour tears.
• If you feel that your life is on holdand time has passed you by... ALLAH iswaiting with you.
• When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call..ALLAH is by your side.
• When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn... ALLAH has a solution.
• When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... ALLAH has theanswer.
• If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope ... ALLAH has whispered to you.
• When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... ALLAH has blessed you.
• When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... ALLAH has smiled upon you.
• When you have a purpose to fulfill anda dream to follow... ALLAH has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing... ALLAH KNOWS(^__^)

polka DOTs! vain vain vain.. =p

I feel like a princess wearing this dress =p heee... =p weekend is greaattt for playing dress up! =p i cant help it!!! waaaaa... i have tonnnness of stuff to study ;( waaaaaaaaaaaaaa......can i just have a photographic memory? =p hee..that would be fun!! but I am blessed with a lot of things =D i should appreciate them and stop whining.okay, tape my mouth! =p lurvvvvveeeeeeeee!!!

dressing up a kitty cat! =p

Same top, but different mood of colours in both sets of outfit combination =p I lurvvvveee to play dress up! =p

no lurve for negative thoughts,pimples, melted plastic container and homeworks

that just kinda summed up what i have in mind.
and just for a second just now, i thought if i had not controlled myself, i would be INSANE.
it's like the threshold thingy, limited myself to bcome annoyed at sumthin or anythin just below the threshold level. If i crossed that level, i wouldnt be writing this. Instead i will go hysterical.
LOL. it's amazing of how 'eewww' i have become in these attempts of improving myself ALOT.
I seriously think im not in a goood mental health state. Should avoid me. As the monster within is on the surface. BEWARE. Bluekkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hhahahha.....and now im laughing. now i seriously am insane.

Think =)

"Kadang² Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..
Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya,kemana hilangnya sinar..
Rupa²nya..Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.."