*God would give test to His slaves that He loves*

I found the sentence above and I feel somehow relieved =)

dum dum dum

okay, here i am.. in the library, on friday evening. it's quite empty u noe?
i am supposed to study!! but look at me.. wastingmyown sweet time.
owh nana nana nana... please start changing urself into a real angel.
as u can see, i dont really play dress up nowadays. waaaaa...
im sure there's a reason for everything that happens =)
i may have lead my differently, worse?better? if i was destined to be at another place..
u noe that kinda feeling?
but then i do think i belong to where i belong,
every stage of our life there will be challenges and difficulties,
so that we'll grow up and become wiser,
i like wise people,
i like cheerful people,
i like people who appreciate for every small thing they have,
i like people with sparkling eyes,
haha.. u know, that kind of eyes that kinda spark =p
well, it's subjective..some people may see the spark, and some don't,
haha.. i hope i do have some type of sparkling eyes eventho i have sepet eyes =p

i can do it! i can do it! i can do it!
i am nanananananana!!!!
i keep on meow-ing and purr-ing eventho the world ROARs at me =P
yeap, im that girl!
haha=p

nak nangessss ;(

saya rasa sangat sedih ;(
saya rasa nak nangesss ;(
saya rasa mcm lonely, eventho macam tak ;(
saya sebenarnya selalu takut2, ;(
saya takut kat bende yang orang lain macam tak tau pon yang saya sebenarnye takowt ;(
sebenarnye saya memang selalu takowt ;(
saya bukan seorang yang kuat sebenarnye ;(
..........

I guess the inner me who always keeps me going is my childishness =)

being me, i noe that im not always serious,
that i cannot survive without thinking that 'it's no big deal, i can do it!',
hee... but then again, some things in life are quite complex and those are the things that make me really think using my brain =p lol..
i'm always amazed by something that sometimes others dont regard them as amazing enough..haha..
i like art, i mean like craft, cooking and drawing butterflies..lol..
owh owh owh, i super lurve flowers!! i think flowers are very delicate, and they only bloom if they are healthy enough(like enough water, sunlight n others), and they are colourful,
they are like the moon and stars in the sky at night,
i wanna be like flowers, like stars n moon, and butterflies..
like a burning candle in the midst of darkness,
i want to be that light =)