i feel like singing.but somehow i just dont kow how anymore.there's no more feelings that i used to have whenever i felt like singing.if i can recall correctly, i just felt a bit more relaxed and calm whenever i sang last time. but now its just a feeling of hmm..i sound terrible! n i cant have that kind of feeling of erm..how do u say? to be a part of that song.hmm.. blah.i just dont know how to describe. the thing is, i just dont know how to sing anymore!get what i mean? but i know i can sing if my twin sister is beside me =p hehehee...
i just hope this is temporary.cos my mood has been like a rollercoaster these past few days.there are small things that shouldnt really affect me, but i end up crying.if there's 1 thing i can say to myself rite now,it would be...st-ew-peed... heh.a nicer way of spelling the real word.lol.
i need holidays.i think i am slowly getting to know the world.believe it or not, i've always felt like a kid.my perceptions, opinions and views are slowly changing.. does that mean im growin up?hee.. but i dont wanna be like a very serious looking adult.get what i mean? cos i think if im surrounded with soo much of serious serious stuff, i can get killed.it's called 'serious emotional accident'.HEHE. u never know what runs through my mind =p sometimes in the lecture hall, i can just imagine birds flying up at the ceiling.. and chirping =p ok fine. i need a hug.
Wuwuwu apa cerita? Feeling down ke? Cheer up, k? I think you guys pun ada cuti Easters kan, kalau ikut calendar Monash? It's just a few weeks away =) (Or one week away, if you're like NZ). I'm trying this new technique to try and calm myself down when I'm feeling a little moody - I try to block thoughts out, all those negative things. It's working so far, and if I get through this week usncathed, then I'm very optimistic =) Best way to put it is to bertawakal - don't worry, just let things go. Hehe sorry merapik sikit, but hope it helps!
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Nana.. i need a hug :(
ReplyDeleteI miss having you around :(
honestly.
i really really really really wish u were here :(
like, really really really REALLLLLY wish u were here then we can eat sushi together, drink ice-blended choco drinks together, got to the gym, shop, watch SHOPAHOLIC movie, talk, laugh...and whatnot.
((((Huggies)))))
Atif, =)thanks for the comment! i did try to block thoughts, but the more i try to block them, the more i keep thinking about them =p i have a very stubborn brain, u noe =p hehe.. but i think i will be quite okay in a few day's time.. sometimes i dont even know whats happening to me..lol..and i cant wait for holidays!! tapi kan, i have 1 week hols, pastu trus mid sem exam =( waaaaaaaaaa...thanks for the concern atif! =D hope ure doing great! =)
ReplyDeleteLala, =) u need a huggie? waa... come here!! i need a hug too!! waa... i realllly wish u were here too.. i sooo noe u will be laughing like mad, like both of us always do when we get so excited =p i lurrrvvve that shopahoilc movie!! and than there were some parts during that movie, only i was screaming and laughing inside the cinema...sooo embarrasing!!*sigh* usually i can divide two the embarrassment, =p but since ure not around, im the only crazy meowie!! =p hehe..mish u loads!! =(