Ok, today I had THE exam..hmm..I'm not happy with it, to be honest. I've always thought that being a first year medical student shouldn't be THAT hard, aite?but seriously, to me it's THAT hard. hmm..thanks to my lazi-nessss and my constant need of being in my own comfort zone..2008 was not a good year for me, I guess.. so many changes.. and I always feel like the world is moving too fast and it's hard for me to cope with it.I just don't wanna think about the consequences ..if u noe, things don't work out like how I want them to be.
Hmm... With my twin sister being so far away from me, Im starting to feel like I'm losing so much of 'me'. Maybe it's just me, being so ungrateful.. hmm.. even if she's far away from me, I should be able to take care of myself, rite? It's just that..I used to dream or aim really high.. that when I enter into a med school, I would not waste such an opportunity cos this is what I've really wanted! So now cos I dont perform like 'how well I have always imagined myself to be', Im starting to lose faith in erm.. me, myself. It's such a cruel feeling you noe.. Owh, well..what can I do..my brain now refuses to think about it.Although it does, quietly..Im having a battle with my own brain =p lol
Ok, enough ramblings about all those eew eew stuff.. Ok, in the previous post, I mentioned that I will post pictures of m with my beloved clothes n stuff...But Im gonna add pics of food that I cook too cos I lurve cooking...haha..it's addictive, I tell ya. And also maybe some craft thingy... I ust can't wait!! hee.. but currently my sis is borrowing my camera for a few days... so later when she's back, I shall upload piccies =D That's only gonna happen, IF I can overcome this eew feeling about myself that I just mentioned up there =) Pray for me people=) thanks =)
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