My dear bloggie which I have abandoned for over 1 year...

It's 2013.
My last post was in 2011.
2012, what was I doing?
Time flies so fast. I'm actually turning 25 this April!
And reading back my previous posts, I was actually nervous turning 21 and that I would figure out what my life would be like around 25. And here I am, a 24+ year old Nana.

I actually finished med school. And that was 5 years of my life.
So many things had happened to me, especially these past few months.
It's weird, cos I don't feel like sharing with my bloggie anymore. I just keep it inside my heart.
Maybe because hmmm... I don't know, i think the nana back then has learned a lot more things in life.
And that she has to be stronger, wiser and hmmm... more matured?
I always don't really understand how maturity is defined =p hehe...

And I'm not sure if gorilla and monkey's story will have a 'happily ever after' ending.
=(

I try. I do try. I really do try to make it work. =(

'After all, what is lurve without loss and sacrifice. And what is life without hardships?'
=) hee... I have a guardian angel who I always seek for advice at my weakest points in my life. I don't know what I've done to deserve such care =) hee... My precious guardian angel!

So, my current plan is to decide on the next plan. Hehe.., And everything happens for a reason. The best thing I can do now is to have faith in Him that He will relieve me from all these hardships , with a very important lesson to learn from. He knows everything and not even a single leaf that falls that He doesn't know. I just need to keep improving myself and be a better Nana each day. I truly hope so.
However, I still have hope for the 'Gorilla & Monkey' happy ending. But maybe a bit more time will make things clearer on the right thing to do. I really want all decisions made will bring me closer to Him... Nananana is confused. but Nananana always thinks He watches and tests Nananana because He loves Nananana. Be thankful, nana. Be thankful =)