ok, lemme list a few eeww things im doing currently
i am skipping the 1 hour lecture cos i wanna prepare for my anatomy practical.. hoping i can finish it and go at 3 oclock for the practical..
then, i realised... i neeedd soooo muchhhh morrreee timeeeee to actually understand what the book is sayingggggggggggggggg.......
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......................... i dont understand a thing!!!
i refuse to do anything.
i want to sit here.
and do nothing.
let's see whether i'm turning into an angel or a devil in these few seconds.
i have no mood to do anything.
i need more time.
i mean it.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................
pls pls pls lemme become a responsible student ;(
i dont know why but i just feel like running awaaayyyy when i feel suffocateddddddddd...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
Ari tu my mum told me something that I'd like to share with you, she says that sometimes we do end up feeling unmotivated, but despite it all, we also have to realise that the only person who can really motivate ourselves is, well, ourselves, and I think it's true jugak. But it's going to difficult to just simply rely on that without any external crutches to help you through - I tend to find a change in surroundings helpful. Like, dulu I used to study in my room but it didn't help because it wasn't so comfortable, so I moved to the library, which ended up being better than my room initially but was apprently still not good enough and I still found myself procrastinating and feeling malas, and just last week I decided to go back to studying in my room, but this time with a makeshift table on my bed, and so far, so good, and it's really keeping me motivated to study :)
ReplyDeleteRemember Nana, motivation comes from the choices we make for ourselves - stay cool, stay cheerful ok? :D
^^ the comment above is very inspiring. Gracias!
ReplyDeleteNana Chan, hang in there!
Never ever ever ever ever ever give up aight.
Love ya!