rite now i'm missing so many people..my twin,jaja...my bestie,lala...and my gorilla, too...
sometimes i think it's unfair for me and my twin to be so far apart..i still remember at the airport..when they were sending me off.. when i hugged jaja good bye, we both started to shed tears..but i knew i had to stop it rite there and then, cos if not i would not stop crying.lol.saying goodbye is hard.. and now im rite back at home..somehow i feel lonely..i think rite after she studied in aussie, our paths have changed... imagine that we've been together since we were born..and same class in primary school, same high school,but then in college, i was in taylor's and she was in intec,,but i could still see her often..but now i just realised i will never have that opportunity to wake up late to school together again, getting stressed out together bcos exam is coming again..talking for hours when we were trying to do homework,but ended up sleeping..now i have to face it all alone..i dont think i wanna whine bout it, but im just hoping that i have enough courage and strength to cope everything..i noe things that don't kill you, will just make u stronger ...rite?not.all these things only make me cry even more n more.. they dont make me stronger!crying means im weak, rite?so i should stop.but its so hard to control..grr..omg i dont like to cry! grrrrrrrrrrrrr................
and my bestie,lala..hmm..jus now i was just checking when the shopaholic movie is gonna be released in msia.. and i've always imagined myself watching it with her.. another meowie that i can totally be myself with =) but lala ure not here nimore ;( i mishhh uuu... i cant watch the movie with u..waa... we always watch all those girlie mvie together2 rite? i rili do mish u sooooo much! ;(( i hope auckland is treating you good.. and im crying again now..omg..haha..nvm la.. i can cry as much as i want.then i will sleep , and then i will feel better..hehe..rite lala?rite?
and my gorilla is travelling around uk now.. hmm...i rili mish u too ;( take good care of urself there,k? cant wait for u to be back in august ...usually ure the one who listens to all my ramblings..or whatever eew feelings or those emo moments =p haha..sometimes i can be such a drama queen =p thank u so much for always being there =) u always make me feel there's nothing to worry about..and rite now, i dont know why i feel nervous that class is gonna start soon..but i promise myself i will work harder this time! pray for me..
i dont know why, i've been a bit moody today.and.yesterday.i want a cattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt or koalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..no, i think i prefer catssssssssssssssssssssssssss.................................... y can't i have 1? ;( waaaaaaaaaaaa......... i dont mean to replace nuni, i just want a cat... cos i know the cat is gonna lurve me like how i lurve them=D i dont care. i wanna ask my parents to let me have a cat for my birthday. can i? i want laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............................................y do i feel like screaaaaammmmingggggggggggggggggggg?????????????i i should stop now cos i noe anything i write after this will not make sense..i know myself too well..grr..but sometimes i just dont understand myself at all?get what i mean?omg i should stop now.
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